Is there anything stressful in my life? Only if you consider the upcoming contest that I've been preparing Marks of Repentance for. While the first 25 pages certainly still need some work, they're not due any day soon and I still love the story, so I don't really see the contest as a huge stressor. However, if stress is the problem, then this is about the only thing that could be causing it.
So I found it interesting to read these verses from The Message, a contemporary English version of the Bible:
So here's what I want you to do, God helping you: Take your everyday, ordinary life--your sleeping, eating, going-to-work, and walking-around life--and place it before God as an offering. Embracing what God does for you is the best thing you can do for him. (Romans 12)
"Here you go, God. Have my sleep (or lack of it). Have all of my ordinary life. What you do for me is better than anything I can do for you. So be it."